im so fired up! ths week is the 1st week!!! i wish ths spirit will go end til i graduate!!!! darrrnnn!
guys, think about this, if ure a hardworking even just for a while, u may enjoy the benefits n u can stay lazy for a longer time in the future. THINK ABOUT IT. A year with blasts of hardworks may give u the benefits maybe like forever. hahaha!!
BY THE WAY!!!
SAVE THE PALESTINIANS!!!! FUCK ISRAELS!!!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
sick of it, i hate babblings
man, class almost starts. the pressure is getting higher day by day. today my bro just got back from KL. fuh. im actually very nervous bout my second semester. actually i felt something nowadays. yeah, i have to accept the fact that our life is getting tougher. i wonder when's the climax of it? dude, sometimes i m really fed up with babbling everywhere. not sometimes, but actually everytime! actually that makes me sick. babbling is like pain in a butt. actually those babbling are the one of the reasons why the pressure of life is getting higher and higher.
and i also wonder one thing. those babblings. does it really makes people improve? i dont thnk so. babbling and rude words are very dangerous. we might hold a grudge out of it. n ths thng is very typical for malaysian parents. damn. seriously i cant stand it. sometimes even when we're totally innocent, we might be the VICTIM of ths babbling thngy.
i hate especially when these babblings are done in front of my friends. damn, im very ashamed of it and sometimes i thnk my parents' babbling are one of the reason my friends dont want to hang out in my crib. this is because they have become the babbling's victim!! shit im sick of it man! ok thre was 1 day last time, before i created my blog. my car was stolen. yeah it's very sad. but we have to move on. instead of struggling to find the car and stay connected with the police, my mum tried somethng different. somethng traditional and super-stitious and lessen the modern ways. and then she still mourns like hell. man, yeah, we have to depend on god's will! but, we cant simply count 100% on them, n im sure god also asks us to struggle. 5 days after the incident, i have invited some frens of mine to come over and sleep over. and yeah we didnt sleep. and suddenly my mum said "hey, ure not supposed to have fun like this.. bla bla bla...!". and i was like, what the heck, we're not having fun. we were just talking and sometimes thre are jokes made by my frens, and we laughed. and then she scolded us for tht thng. shit. and i wondered. WHY? num 1, we didnt disturb her because our laughings was not loud enough for her to hear it from her room. damn. wud's wrong with me. and there she goes babbling like hell, on and on. plus, she was suddenly out of topic, babbling and babbling again, firstly about the cars, then she babbled about about studies.. and then attitudes.. and then.. ah.. c'mon. i can thnk of tht myself. man plz dont do it in front of my guys! and while she's babbling, altho i heard it with good manners without giving any bad expression, she suddenly cried in front of me and my frens! shit.. i was like, man i was innocent, wud's wrong wif me. i cant sleep on the nite. wud's the big deal? im was very ashamed man. i didnt even do something wrong. damn. luckily my frens understood. but man, life goes on, and ure not supposed to mourn tht way. actually we have to be grateful because instead of worse stuffs like death, god tested us by only makin the car stolen. damn. ths babbling starts to drag my life from up to the lowest. damn.
n here i am listening the babbling everyday. the babblings are getting worse day by day. and i really cant stand tht! shit. man, instead of babbling, human beings can be advised in better ways. such as, talking in the best manners and motivations. not by being rude, hurting people with those "pain-in-the-butt" sentences, and giving shames to people. such thngs will create grudges among us. so better avoid it. we dont know what might happen in the future. yeah, malay sayings "kerana mulut badan boleh binasa". it means, because of our sayings, we might get hurt like hell. so watch your words. now i know why some adults are "derhaka" towards their parents. maybe because they held a grudge for their parents' babbling. so hereby, i thnk, babbling can give the worst effect to children and urself. avoid it! we may do it once in a while. but dont do it as a routine. damn.... for me babbling is not a symbol of one's love or concern to another. but it's just a negative way to expressing ur probs. plus, if u babble especially in a crowd, ure not only giving shames to the ones whch u babbled but, the shame also goes to urself. THANK U! so stop babbling.
P/S: i never wish to be "anak derhaka" and im trying to clear those grudges about those babblings. :)
and i also wonder one thing. those babblings. does it really makes people improve? i dont thnk so. babbling and rude words are very dangerous. we might hold a grudge out of it. n ths thng is very typical for malaysian parents. damn. seriously i cant stand it. sometimes even when we're totally innocent, we might be the VICTIM of ths babbling thngy.
i hate especially when these babblings are done in front of my friends. damn, im very ashamed of it and sometimes i thnk my parents' babbling are one of the reason my friends dont want to hang out in my crib. this is because they have become the babbling's victim!! shit im sick of it man! ok thre was 1 day last time, before i created my blog. my car was stolen. yeah it's very sad. but we have to move on. instead of struggling to find the car and stay connected with the police, my mum tried somethng different. somethng traditional and super-stitious and lessen the modern ways. and then she still mourns like hell. man, yeah, we have to depend on god's will! but, we cant simply count 100% on them, n im sure god also asks us to struggle. 5 days after the incident, i have invited some frens of mine to come over and sleep over. and yeah we didnt sleep. and suddenly my mum said "hey, ure not supposed to have fun like this.. bla bla bla...!". and i was like, what the heck, we're not having fun. we were just talking and sometimes thre are jokes made by my frens, and we laughed. and then she scolded us for tht thng. shit. and i wondered. WHY? num 1, we didnt disturb her because our laughings was not loud enough for her to hear it from her room. damn. wud's wrong with me. and there she goes babbling like hell, on and on. plus, she was suddenly out of topic, babbling and babbling again, firstly about the cars, then she babbled about about studies.. and then attitudes.. and then.. ah.. c'mon. i can thnk of tht myself. man plz dont do it in front of my guys! and while she's babbling, altho i heard it with good manners without giving any bad expression, she suddenly cried in front of me and my frens! shit.. i was like, man i was innocent, wud's wrong wif me. i cant sleep on the nite. wud's the big deal? im was very ashamed man. i didnt even do something wrong. damn. luckily my frens understood. but man, life goes on, and ure not supposed to mourn tht way. actually we have to be grateful because instead of worse stuffs like death, god tested us by only makin the car stolen. damn. ths babbling starts to drag my life from up to the lowest. damn.
n here i am listening the babbling everyday. the babblings are getting worse day by day. and i really cant stand tht! shit. man, instead of babbling, human beings can be advised in better ways. such as, talking in the best manners and motivations. not by being rude, hurting people with those "pain-in-the-butt" sentences, and giving shames to people. such thngs will create grudges among us. so better avoid it. we dont know what might happen in the future. yeah, malay sayings "kerana mulut badan boleh binasa". it means, because of our sayings, we might get hurt like hell. so watch your words. now i know why some adults are "derhaka" towards their parents. maybe because they held a grudge for their parents' babbling. so hereby, i thnk, babbling can give the worst effect to children and urself. avoid it! we may do it once in a while. but dont do it as a routine. damn.... for me babbling is not a symbol of one's love or concern to another. but it's just a negative way to expressing ur probs. plus, if u babble especially in a crowd, ure not only giving shames to the ones whch u babbled but, the shame also goes to urself. THANK U! so stop babbling.
P/S: i never wish to be "anak derhaka" and im trying to clear those grudges about those babblings. :)
Friday, January 2, 2009
1st blog!
Wow, surprisingly this is the first time I write a blog. The purpose is to express myself while improving my daily usage of English Language as I suck in this. I need to improve it because I'm a musician who's trying to create lyrics. FYI, im a guitarist of scarlett carson, a local band in Kuching. It hurts me when i already have the melody and im already done with the musics, but i have no idea how to put words in it! Maybe you guys as a reader may help me regarding this lyric-creating stuffs! I'd appreciate it if you guys drop me ideas about it!
Today, i started enrolling my class in UNIMAS, Malaysia for the second semester. Wow, it's a tough day though. i also failed to get a hostel as i was very inactive towards my college's activities. I spend half of my day walking and running to offices, and then writing and typing. It sucks especially when i have to walk in the extremely hot weather of UNIMAS. UNIMAS needs more trees!!! Luckily, i was able to settle about 3/4 of them today. I managed to get to stay in the hostel. This new year, gives me the new spirit for the new semester. The most important thing which is running in my head is "I must improve"! This new semester is sure gonna be a tough one for civil engineering students like me ! So guys, please wish me luck!
These days i've been listening to those old-school stuffs, especially from The Police and Queen. Wow. No wonder they're legends. Hahahaha. Freddie Mercury from Queen might be gay but he's damn good as he managed to find his own feels and been able to express himself 190% in his lyrics and the progression of the songs which he made. Sting from The Police shows that he has excellent feels and i found out that his lyrics are likely more "educated" than other lyrics in his time. The Police and Queen's music are very catchy and i hope that i get to jam songs from them. If you guys want to hear them, I would like to suggest "bicycle race" from Queen & "message in the bottle" from The Police. Enjoy!
Today, i started enrolling my class in UNIMAS, Malaysia for the second semester. Wow, it's a tough day though. i also failed to get a hostel as i was very inactive towards my college's activities. I spend half of my day walking and running to offices, and then writing and typing. It sucks especially when i have to walk in the extremely hot weather of UNIMAS. UNIMAS needs more trees!!! Luckily, i was able to settle about 3/4 of them today. I managed to get to stay in the hostel. This new year, gives me the new spirit for the new semester. The most important thing which is running in my head is "I must improve"! This new semester is sure gonna be a tough one for civil engineering students like me ! So guys, please wish me luck!
These days i've been listening to those old-school stuffs, especially from The Police and Queen. Wow. No wonder they're legends. Hahahaha. Freddie Mercury from Queen might be gay but he's damn good as he managed to find his own feels and been able to express himself 190% in his lyrics and the progression of the songs which he made. Sting from The Police shows that he has excellent feels and i found out that his lyrics are likely more "educated" than other lyrics in his time. The Police and Queen's music are very catchy and i hope that i get to jam songs from them. If you guys want to hear them, I would like to suggest "bicycle race" from Queen & "message in the bottle" from The Police. Enjoy!
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